Friday, December 10, 2004

All together now...
KYAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!! XD *screams of incoherent joy*

I didn't know there was a volume TWO of League of Extraordinary Gentlemen!!! I gotta get this with my Barnes and Noble giftcard! It's gotta be in the bookstore *somewhere*!!! Or maybe I can just order it off Amazon and it'd be cheaper?? *ponder ponder*

Oh m'lord it's the League part deux! XD *dance*

Move in the opposite direction
"Heroism on command, senseless violence, and all the loathsome nonsense that goes by the name of patriotism -- how passionately I hate them!"~ Albert Einstein

Alas for humankind, we don't change, we just get sneakier about our atrocities. Can we STOP TORTURING PEOPLE already???

(And by the way, if anyone wants a nice list of Einstein quotes, here's one. Unfortunately the stuff on there hasn't been double-checked, but this man said some profoundly inspiring things. I'm especially fond of: "Whoever undertakes to set himself up as a judge of Truth and Knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the gods.")

**edit** And rapists, here's a great way to get yourself acquitted. Just say you were asleep when it happened.**end edit**

Smug presumption of your rights
Ok, you know that one persistant and pervasive idea? That idea regarding the falsity of anime/manga art? Well, it's gotta stop. Who do these critics think they all are? You might not like a certain style, but your personal opinion regarding what type of art is the best is just that: your opinion. In no way does having this opinion allow you to go around telling people who DO draw in the manga and art style that they're, in essense, producing bunk because that style is bogus. I'm never quite sure what those critical would-be artists are talking about when they claim things like the following:

1.Anime's not real art. It has no MEANING.

2.Anime/manga art is unoriginal. You don't need any imagination to draw them.

3.Anime/manga art all look the same.

Let's take a look at that first point. Mind telling me then, what's REAL art? Where in the world is the line being drawn? If you think all art's gonna have deep social meaning, I suppose Monet's impressionistic landscapes wouldn't be considered art. If you insist that art has got to look realistic, well, then I guess Picasso's cubism is clearly just nonsense, and modern art is practically blasphemy. If you think art's gotta come straight out of your head with none of those horrible, cop out references to life, then Da Vinci's portraits or Michaelangelo's amazingly detailed sculptures...oops, they're not art either. And yet, most people would, I think, disagree with the conclusions I just made.

So what's art, if all these different styles all fall into it?

The point is, art means something different for everyone. It's why some people find landscapes unbearably dull and others throw up their hands at abstract modern art (like myself). But the important thing is to respect that others will have different tastes, and QUIT SLAMMING THEM, for crying out loud. You might find what you've seen of the so-called "anime/manga" art to be rather pointless, but start decrying it as "not art," and what you're really telling me is that you're a phony, a hypocrite who pretends to love art but when confronted with a style you don't understand or appreciate, you turn up your nose.

Since I just mentioned the nose, I can even give you an example of this type of snobbery, related to noses! See, it all ties together. Right. So anyway, one commenter said in response to the artist's decision to put a large nose on her anime-style character that she was "glad" the artist put the big nose on, instead of those dots or triangles that "they call noses." So what the heck's wrong with the dots for noses? If I said to someone, for instance, an artist very much influenced by cubism, that "Wow, I'm so glad you drew a normal face on here with everything in the right place instead of those messed up blobs they call faces," is that even a compliment? It's basically saying that your original influence was crap, so how wonderful of you to change it to something I would appreciate!

That being said, what exactly IS anime/manga style anyway? The last two complaints have a clear bone to pick with the unoriginality of anime/manga art. I could go on about how there's nothing new under the sun, but that dot-nose issue is obviously one of the stereotypical examples critics bring up against anime/manga art. I'd like to ask them...so how many series have they seen? Do they realize that "anime" is simply the Japanese word for "animation" and "manga" is their word for comics? This means that really, the only real criterion for "anime" and "manga" is that they're drawn by Japanese people. In slamming the style, you're essentially slamming all Japanese animators and Japanese comic artists. No one seems to have problems recognizing that there are vast differences in American animation (compare say, the style of The Lion King to The Incredibles to Spongebob Squarepants), but for some reason can't seem to grasp that Japanese animation also displays that sort of variation. The same goes with comics and manga. If I said that American comics lack originality because all I had seen were Superman and Batman, I'm SURE there would be plenty of people who'd rise up and yell at me. They'd point out comics such as Elfquest, graphic novels like The Sandman, any number of comic strips such as Calvin and Hobbes, Zits, The Far Side, Garfield, and on and on and on. Clearly, all American comics are not the same. So why lump all Japanese comics and declare that there's no difference? Do a bit of research and you will find a plethora of different styles within the anime and manga sphere. Then I dare you to come and tell me they're not "original" (which is another way of saying they all look the same), and that the artists who draw them are unimaginative.

To begin, I'm going to give you all a quick list of images from this "anime and manga" style, and you tell me: do they all look the same?

Exhibit A (taken from here): Gundam Wing: One of the most popular meccha series (for girls :p) out there, GW's style is more "realistic" than some anime, though eyes are still bigger. Note the un-dot noses, and it's not obvious in this pic, but nostrils are actually indicated (I say this b/c quite a few styles leave out the nostrils; some styles will omit noses entirely in certain pics). And btw, Trowa and Wufei smiling normally scares the HECK out of me.

Exhibit B (taken from here): Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne: This is probably what many people think about when they think "anime" art, the dot noses, exaggerated large eyes, very big mouth when opened. But please see this pic of Fin Fish and this one of Access Time (Access, that IS you, right?0_o). You might not like the style, but are you prepared to tell me that the artist is a hack and the pictures she drew suck? Also, just to plug KKJ, I LOVE this pic of Kaitou Jeanne and Marron, who are essentially the same person. Hehe. This artist's big problem though, is that her guys are too similar, so that sometimes you can't tell which guy is who. She needs to give them different hair. Right. Ok, anyway, NEXT!

Exhibit C: Full Metal Alchemist: Look! It's Colonel Mustang and company!XD I love the army peoples! XD *ahem* I mean, er...right, a far less dainty style. Here we have broader chins (even for the ladies, although there's only one here), more normally proportioned eyes (and bodies), and...ACK, this series (storywise and artwise) is just too wonderful!XD I can't talk about it w/o going into raptures! Must...move...on!

Exhibit D: Kousetsu Hyaku Monogatari~Hundred Stories: I refuse to call it "Requiem of the Darkness," which is the English title.-_- Anyway, this series has got some ker-azy art (all the side characters look like plants or animals 0_o), and I couldn't find a pic to do it justice, so that was a wallpaper I got from the English site for Hundred Stories. Mataichi is so cool.XD Anyway, since it's a mystery/horror series, the art is appropriately grotesque, surreal, and really weird. It's also extremely graphic, with images like the gluttonous man who in the end just became one enormous, rotting, bulging mass of fat (it was SUCH a gross episode), to the Azuki Arai (bean washer)-a skeletal figure bent over a wooden pail, to Ogin holding a skull... It's a fun series.^_^

Exhibit E: Inu Yasha: Yet another style. Rumiko Takahashi art is very distinctive.^^ The line between shounen manga (literally "comics for boys") and shoujo manga ("comics for girls") is blurring nowadays. But IY's supposed to be a shounen manga, so I thought I'd put it in as an example of more...girly style shounen manga.^^; (Shounen manga art is typically more stylistic and noticeably less flowery than shoujo...which makes sense.^^; Think Dragonball.)

Exhibit F: Great Teacher Onizuka: Yeah, that's anime too. :p I'll be the first to admit I don't like this type of style, but it's very typically shounen manga. (IY is really...less so.^^;) Slam Dunk is kind of done in a similar way to GTO.

Exhibit G: Shaman King: An example of what I mean when I say some shounen manga are more stylized. Shaman King characters have really big hands and feet, really thin limbs, their eyes aren't sparkley (but they're pretty big), and hair is typically blocky with far less of the flowy feel you get from many shoujo manga (think Sailor Moon, manga ONLY, or the KKJ link above). In particular, I'm talking about Amidamaru's hair (that's the guy behind the American flag). Another good example of blocky stylized shounen manga is Dragonball again, or Yu-Gi-Oh. A bad example would be something like Rurouni Kenshin, which just goes to show you that exceptions are common even within the categories. Hmm...the colors here look more pastely than usual, but that does look like the guy's art... I can't find any manga scans, so I'm going to assume this is a color page from the manga that someone used to make a wallpaper.@_@

And finally, Exhibit H: One Piece: Talk about cartoony and stylized!^^ One Piece's art takes some getting used to for me (in case you didn't know, my personal favorite styles are KKJ-ish, or CLAMP in their Clover or Tsubasa stages), but tis pretty cute.^^ In the pic I linked, the cartoony aspect of One Piece isn't as clear...but wait, Usopp is there, so that's an example! (He's the guy w/ the big nose next to the girl sticking her tongue out.) I gotta get around to reading this series.@_@

Ok, finished finished. Ugh, that took incredibly long, but I thought it was necessary. I'm just really sick of people claiming that anime and manga all look alike, and if you look up some of the other series I mentioned, but didn't link to, you'd see even more variations. Here I tried to pick styles that were very different from each other, but even in styles that look more similar, it is definitely possible to distinguish one from another.

And now I'll get off my soapbox, and begin studying for orgo. Oh wait, I should probably eat first.0_o Yeah, first food, and then...TO ARMS!

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Interesting links
Here's an article against the privacy uproar over gmail. I was really amazed, and admittedly, a little disgusted, when I found out that gmail was being singled out like this. The Slate article does a better job at arguing the case against banning gmail than I would, so here you go.

And here'a letter to the editor in defense of the Patriot Act. You always need to get both sides of the story, and actually, any rebuttals of the points which the deputy attorney general made would be much appreciated as well.^^

We but cheer you've made it here at all
I've alarmed several of my friends with that Post of Pain yesterday, and I apologize. :p I was just kind of brainlessly typing my impressions of the exam, and while the actual experience was really quite horrible, I wasn't as devastated as I made myself sound.^^;

Speaking of which, I really did fail that exam (got it back today). And dude, I am SO good at predicting my grade, it's irritating. Yesterday I pulled a random bad number out of the air and tried to convince myself that it was what I got, to lessen the inevitable disappointment and maybe to experience some pleasant surprise. And then what? I got the exact grade I picked, down to the letter (number?)! I was like, "Dammit! For ONCE, I'd just like to know what it feels like to think you've completely bombed something, and then finding out that you did well!" The only *really* depressing thing about it all is that there's now no real way to salvage my grade, even if I ace the final. There's nothing more frustrating than inevitability.

Other news... finally got to work today (money, heh heh); there was another emergency water shutdown which caused a washing machine to eat my $1.25, which caused me to demand a refund; my creative writing classmates picked out my major influence (anime/manga) with stunning accuracy just from reading my prose; and OH!

I got gmail! Thank you, Judy! So if any of my friends are hankering after more mail storage space, drop me a line and I'll think of you when I'm allowed to invite a person.^_^ In the meantime, please direct all personal mail to luthien (dot) of (dot) spring (at) gmail (dot) com. There's a long story behind that handle, but the short of it is that "yayoi" is an archaic word for "spring," and Luthien is a high school era inside "joke" of sorts.^_^ (*waves to Galadriel*)

Now it's Japanese studying, and then classes are OVER! (And orgo final cramming begins!)

You see, there is no break from life.:p

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

There's more in store for me
There's gotta be more in life than the 3rd orgo exam. I just have to tell myself that and believe it. I just have to forget that I TOTALLY BOMBED THE EXAM.

I mean by the ancient gods of Scandinavia, I seriously sat there and was like, "What the fuck do I do??" My hands were quaking from fear and I had to take deep breaths to calm myself, that was how screwed I was. Holy SHIT. You'll have to excuse my language, but that's what's hitting the fan.

Anyway, after a messy exam such as this one, I always come out feeling 2 different emotions: 1) So glad it was over, to the point where I almost convince myself that *maybe* I didn't do as badly as I thought I did; 2) OMG I just fucking failed that! 40 fucking points off right there in the first section! I'm gonna start out with a friggin' 60! (Yes, my brain gets quite salty after disasterous events. Yes, failing an exam is disasterous for me. Didn't you know you were reading the journal of a geek?)

The problem with this exam was that there was too much to remember, and I made the mistake of trying to do all the problems, which meant that if the reagents were given to me, I would be able to make something of them, but tell me to write down those reagents by looking at a molecule, I would throw up my hands and cry. Wow. It was really a terrible, terrible experience. I just stared at all those hydroxyl groups and the synthesis of alcohols flew right out the window of my brain and splattered messily on the ground. I could see the acetyline in my notes, in my text, but I couldn't remember what to do with it.

It was like stage fright, except the audience is the accusing blank spaces on your test, glaring at you and asking why you're not filling them in with reagents. The good I did on my 2nd exam will be totally and utterly negated by this one. Don't think I'm one of those smart people who always think they do badly but pull off As. Oh no. I came out of exam 1 feeling pretty eh, and I got a pretty eh grade. I came out of exam 2 feeling pretty good, and dang it, I got a grade I was freakin' proud of. I came out of this exam feeling like the world was crashing down about my ears, and let me tell you, it's not going to be a pretty sight tomorrow.

I will now go study for my cell bio exam (yes it is tomorrow), and hope that I'll come out of the ordeal with my brain intact.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

頭大
K書K的快要死了。@_@ 生物化學,我討厭你!

**edit**嗚嗚,嘴巴破了。。。;_; 有擦薬,可是一直喝茶會不會把薬也吞了?0_o**end edit**

All sound is frozen still
One day I'll post the lyrics to "Moonfall" from Drood (copyright Rupert Holmes) because it is just so lovely. Nevermind that the poor girl is actually being forced to sing the song.*whistle* Yeah. Anyway. Can you tell I love this musical?^^

Cheeseburger nuking in the microwave, Drood soundtrack playing in the D drive, rain falling outside...tis very relaxing. And I can't be relaxed! XD I have to studyyyyyy!

I saw this soaked pidgeon waddling around on the brick-paved walk, while making my way to class. The poor thing is probably going to die if it doesn't find a place to dry off soon, because birds don't let themselves get that wet unless they're sick. I had to force back the urge to hold my teddy bear patterned umbrella over it.:(

*after cheeseburger* Ok, totally distracted by the soundtrack.XD "Name of Love" is playing, and that's a favorite too. Hehehe. "I'll not permit you to desecrate the name of LOVE!" Duets rock, man, especially intense, layered duets like this one.

I also d/led a really cool writing (as opposed to just decorative) font yesterday from dafont.com called "Another," and now my most recent bit of work is being typed out all in the crooked glory of the sparkley new typeface.XD

Aaand, I think that concludes this schizo entry.

Monday, December 06, 2004

Testing...
Trying out this new format...want to see if it shows up or if I'm being dumb here....

-Me

Rediscovering Grilled Cheese
One of the wonders of life.^_^

Anyway, the random lyrics from Drood were for a friend's benefit, since I wanted her to hear how crazy Rosa sounded but she couldn't understand the lyrics.

Today it drizzled, a sort of half-baked anger from the skies. I'm not as big a fan of sullen nature as I am of nature in fury, with lightening and great big claps of thunder in the distance, pouring buckets after buckets of rain straight down on us, as a reminder that she still exists. Of course, the anger is best enjoyed when you're not actually caught up in it.^^;

I like it when nature cries too, when the rain falls with just enough force to make a pleasant sort of drumming on your umbrella, but doesn't soak you to the bone. I can't tell if those are tears of joy or melancholy. I hope it's the former, but a part of me is cynical, and points out that it can be none other than the latter.

I'm skipping out on the museum trip to Glencairn after all, because it takes 3 hours and so many things could go wrong. I already rescheduled my Japanese oral exam because I wanted to go, but at the very last second I thought of how much time that would take, and how it was likely that I might even be late for my 2:00 class despite promises that we'd be back before then. I could be using those 3 hours for studying, since I'm not feeling motivated (you can tell since I'm rambling in here) and I need all the time I could get. Again, work must precede pleasure. Even though the museum trip's for a class (art history), it's a "fun" class and I won't fail if I don't go. My orgo grade is still perilous despite doing well on the 2nd exam, so in the end the scales tip in favor of studying more.

Even though I think it's the right decision, I'm still upset about it. :( Glencairn sounds like such a wonderful place and I REALLY WANTED TO GO FOR FREE. The idea of visiting a whole castle and seeing stained glass and various art pieces the guy collected, I mean, come on...remind me again, self, why am I bowing out? Because the fear of doing badly on the exam is stronger. I don't want the memory of the trip to be spoiled by coming out of the exam room later that day and thinking, "Dammit, I should've used those 3 hours to study more!"

Right. I guess that means I stop and go eat my grilled cheese sandwich, and start working again.

ACK I PUT THE SANDWICH ON ONE SIDE FOR TOO LONG AGAIN~~~!

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Rosa's Confession

From Mystery of Edwin Drood! She is a crazy, crazy lady.

Were you so blind you could not see, I killed him, yes!
And it was wonderful to do, I do confess
To have it done, to do him in, to see it through
You should have known by now
I meant to murder YOU!
Thought you I was so blind
As not to know your mind
Of what intent each compliment you claimed you meant as kind?
To feel myself unrobed and probed with every movement of your eyes?
Oh but realize!
A child could go quite mad,
And not know good from bad
And calmly plan to kill a man
And feel but only glad
To rid herself, to bid herself a murderous goodbye
Not Edwin who I sought but you!
I meant for you to die!

But the night was far from bright
Thick and wet and thunder
Thatching fell dispatched from hell,
Is it yet a wonder?
Could not see the arms of me
Stretched out with scarf in hand
Saw your coat and tied Ned’s throat
Just like a deadly wedding band.

So long a time, they thought that I’m a Dresden doll
Quite naïve, but I believe this pain, my brain,
More torture than they might conceive.

With these late additions, I have now revealed
Murderous admissions herethereto concealed
Damn you all I say, you let him drive me mad!
Madness led to this, no good can come from bad,
No good can come from bad.

Almost forgot this. Lyrics copyright Rupert Holmes, and if it were still on Broadway I'd go and see it, I don't care what I'd have to do.